GENESIS 42
35 As they emptied their sacks, behold, every man’s bundle of money was in his sack. And when they and their father saw their bundles of money, they were afraid. 36 And Jacob their father said to them, “You have bereaved me of my children: Joseph is no more, and Simeon is no more, and now you would take Benjamin. All this has come against me.” 37 Then Reuben said to his father, “Kill my two sons if I do not bring him back to you. Put him in my hands, and I will bring him back to you.” 38 But he said, “My son shall not go down with you, for his brother is dead, and he is the only one left. If harm should happen to him on the journey that you are to make, you would bring down my gray hairs with sorrow to Sheol.” – Genesis 42:35-38
GENESIS 42 JACOB RESISTS TO LET GO OF BENJAMIN
A poem by ILMA inspired by these verses
When Jacob saw the bundles of money given back to his sons
He became so fearful that he will lose his beloved son Benjamin
He couldn’t bear to lose his youngest one after losing Joseph
Reuben dramatically offers his sons to appease his father.
This account is full of fear and high emotions. When Joseph ordered his servants to put bundles of money in their sacks, they had no idea he was their own brother. Imagine the terror and guilt they have felt knowing that God is punishing them for their plot to kill Joseph. They could have confessed at this time that Joseph wasn’t killed by an animal, but sold to slavery. Jacob was so distressed and anxious that Benjamin, the only son he had by Rachel would also be taken away from him. He believed the lie of his sons that Joseph was dead, and now it is unbearable to think of his beloved Benjamin also going to be gone. There was no mention of his concern for Simeon who might be imprisoned. It apparently showed Jacob’s love for his wife Rachel more than his other wife Leah. Since Joseph and Benjamin were his sons by Rachel, he loved them more than all his other children.
Reuben’s offer to kill his other two sons if he doesn’t bring back Simeon and Benjamin to his father seems off. We witness Reuben’s arrogance to offer the lives of his sons for something he has no control over. He is bargaining for appeasement of his father’s fear and using his son’s lives to do so shows foolish pride.
REFLECTION
- Why can believing in lies keep us imprisoned in fear and distress
