April 8
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PSALM 139
21 Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD?
And do I not loathe those who rise up against you?
22 I hate them with complete hatred;
I count them my enemies.
23 Search me, O God, and know my heart!
Try me and know my thoughts!
24 And see if there be any grievous way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting!
– Psalm 139:21-24
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PSALM 139 SEARCH AND TEST MY HEART O LORD
A poem inspired by this psalm by ILMA
O Lord, search and test my heart so I know when I have displeased you
Because of my sinful nature, I sometimes fail to see the wrongs I’ve done
Check if there is anything resentful and offensive in my thoughts
It is easy to defend myself rather than to put my trust in you.
I tend to be selfish and want everything to be easy and comfortable
Give me courage to face what is difficult, painful and unfathomable
Do I engage with those who loathe and despise you?
Make me aware of it so that I can have my mind renewed.
Remind me to always put you first amongst everything
Sometimes my loved ones can distract me from worshiping
Give me strength to bear the burdens that come my way
Make me remember that you suffered to give me deliverance.
Grant me discernment to recognize spirits that are evil
Especially when they are disguised to look desirable
Continue to make me long for your word constantly
It is the only way I can embrace the gospel faithfully.
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REFLECTION
• Why is it essential for us to let the Lord examine and test our hearts regularly?